What is a challenge you never want to face?
Last Updated: 28.06.2025 00:05
Anything but a bad me
This time, when it finally goes, I never ever want to see it's face. I don't want to see faces of sympathy around me.
Sleepless nights, constantly changing positions, sleepy days, stuck to the bed, the urge to hide,
Happier, better and free is all I wanna be.
Medications that would put me to sleep and activate the dull me, the injections, the pain I accepted and got used to.
Consistent doctor visits, heavy meds and for the span of over a year,
How can I be okay with being ugly? What is the bright side?
Sounds, loud music, banging doors, a ringing moblie phone, the early mornings I had to stuff my ears with earbuds because I couldn't bear the chirpings.